That bad?

wow..
cv said everytime she hears my "voice" she will want to cry
is my voice really that bad?
always bully people?
or is it just too touching?
haha..
be strong cv be strong=)

anyway, back to the point
heard some news just now
bad bad bad news
it just make me feel that humans
are really fragile
vulnerable
and easily influenced
what's so bad about living a simple life
what's so bad about being honest
to your parents
to your siblings
to you beloved
and MOST IMPORTANTLY
to youself.

honestly, i used to be a perfectionist
i want to be perfect in every little thing i do
you say lar-last time even the kedatangan penuh sijil also i want..
haha
seriously
come to think of it
it was really foolish of me at that time
but as time goes by
see-ing so many examples
my friends who do well in exams
but they are not really happy
while my friends who don't care about exams and just live life the way they want
they are happy
they have the things those people who only cared about themselves and exams
people
look at the facts
the founder of genting
the boss of sunway
were they top students previously
the answer is no.
they were dare enough to take the risk
they didn't "eat" books everyday
they depended on common sense and opportunity
opportunities out there
are aplenty
it depends on whether you know when and how to grab it
so after gone through so much with friends and family
i "kan kai" lor..haha..be happy for me you know

am i missing something again?
oh ya
my title==
that bad
bad as in
for their own benefits
people are willing to betray their family
they become selfish
self-centred
and etc etc etc

so i really really hope none of this would happen to anyone
who revolves around my life
as there's still a glimmer of hope
that human are STILL HUMANE by nature